I also love learning history. I get a hard-on from reading about historical things U8
Not really, but it makes me so overjoyed to learn about the past.
Especially the Victorian Era and the 70s. I have such an attachment to those two periods.
I really love learning about torture methods and devices. My dad and his ex went to a museum that had torture devices and his ex was like "Ashley would LOVE it here 8u" And I wanted to go there xD
I just find it so amazing how much pain people were forced to endure and how creative some devices were.
I also love learning about oddities, like deformed body parts and such. I don't think they're freakish or scary, but extremely interesting.
I also like learning about artwork. Learning new techniques and things I like to apply to my art. I also like experimenting things.
I have had issues sleeping for the past couple of months. I've been trying many things I read on the internet. I started making my room cool, making it dark, taking anxiety pills before bed, drinking warm milk, stop taking sleeping pills, taking natural supplements, praying, getting off the computer early and reading, etc.
Last night I got off and read in my artbook. It was really fun.
I also have some manga to read once I run out of artbooks.
UGH. I can't stand the smacking noise people make when they kiss. It makes me want to stab my eardrums out. I HATE that noise and it fills me with rage. So does clapping and just repetitive noise in general. I don't know why, but it makes me so angry.
I have issues with time.
I don't like getting older.
But people say age doesn't matter and that time doesn't exist.
I have this issue where it feels like things happened recently eventhough it was years ago.
Like when I met someone, it feels like I've known them a few days, but I've known them years.
Or it feels like I'm still 17, but that was almost 10 years ago.
It'd be cool to control time. Rewind, fastforward, pause, etc.
But there's always consequences for screwing with things.