I'm supposed to diet all year, but I've been failing miserably xD
I saw where someone did the tapeworm diet.
I really wanted to try it, but it said it could kill you.
So it's like do I want to be skinny or do I want to be dead u8
I'm hoping since I'm sick, I might lose a little.
But I'll probably put on another 10 pounds Bu
It's really hard to exercise because I'm so weak and out of shape and I have 0 energy always.
I feel like I'm 80 years old and I'm only 26.
I have to get energy from things like 5 Hour Energy to be able to exercise and my dad said those are really bad for me so it's like what the fuck am I supposed to do =_=
I really want to get surgery so I'm not as heavy so THEN I can start exercising and be healthier.
But I can't afford surgery ;;
I haven't done much art lately. I'm incredibly sick.
So I might not do anything until I get better - which I hope is soon.
I started watching the anime Parasyte.
I REALLY loved the manga and when I saw it had an anime, I started watching it.
It's really good.